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Lunaroyalguard

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Man, how's everyone holding up?  Cabin fever has set in for me.  I haven't been able to articulate my thoughts on the pandemic because of the news media and the fear and uncertainly.  It's been about a month ago since the stay at home order was issued.  Most people have followed the rules, but a small minority of people have decided to protest.  I can sympathize with the people that want to go back to work and provide for their families but is the risk worth it?  This virus is deadly and luckily my state was been spared the worst but nursing homes, are at the center of the outbreaks here and so far 325 people have passed away.  

I want things to return to some normalcy but I know that won't be anytime soon, I have plenty of things to keep me entertained until the quarantine is lifted but small businesses will be able to open on May 8th, which will be great for people who need a simple thing as a haircut to make them feel a little better about themselves.    Anyway, I have found it way back to writing and it feels good since my mind is like a jigsaw puzzle most of the time, and I can't communicate my thoughts very well.  I hope everyone remains healthy and happy, and with some luck, all of us can return to some normalcy.
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So it's been a while since I have posted a journal entry but let end this lack of inactivity with a game that I have been playing.    I have been playing World War Z for PS4 and I have been enjoying the game and the patch that was released last week makes the game even better and I can't wait for the free DLC which includes the new special zombie and another episode added to the Tokyo campaign.  I won't spoil the game here but my favorite character of the game is Bunko Tatsumi and you can watch her backstory here.  youtu.be/rVcZ8YIBzbY I know this a short entry but this is just a warm-up. Holy sh*t it's been that long? by Lunaroyalguard
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My thoughts on the Destiny 2 Single Player Beta

My first impressions of the Destiny 2 (Single Player) beta.  It was pretty interesting.  The story is much better than the first and this is based on one mission they start you off with some legendary gear and weapons which gives you a slight advance.  You can pick up a exotic weapon during the first half of the mission that really helps.  

The gunplay is excellent, all of the weapons feel different when you use them which was something that was missing for the first Destiny.  The story picks up where the first one left off your guardian of your choice is returning home from a mission and home base is attacked by the Cabal and the traveler goes missing and it's up to you to fight off the invasion on home world and help rescue them the traveler.  Well things don't go as planned and the Cabal commander named Bal emerges and destroys the travelers which then destroys the light which keeps the guardians safe.  

It's not all good though as the bullet sponges known as the mid level bosses return and even with the legendary weapons they were hard to kill and their weapons were OP which means you have to take cover a lot during the three bosses that you encounter during the mission.  The light system returns as well I wish that was scrapped because in favor of a more level playing field because that you don't have to worry about grinding your way though the game or strikes to find equipment to increase your light level.  Hopefully that system changes because that's a huge red flag to me that grinding will be a huge part of the game again which is something I'm not looking forward too.  

The mission was fun and the story so far keeps you interested I'll give 4 stars because there's some potential there and I hope that the rest of the storyline is as good as the first mission.  Is it worth the download to experience the mission for those you don't really care for multiplayer?   Yes it's worth it as long as you go in with a positive attitude knowing this just a taste of hopefully will be a deep campaign to experience

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It's been awhile since I've written anything that has any substance.  I had a terrible yesterday evening.  I can't go into detail because it's rather personal but let's just say my steer and utter stupidity cost me something that was really close to my heart.  The good news is have a chance to get back, I don't know how long it's going to take but I'm willing to work towards it.  It's been well documented that I have some emotional issues that I need to address by actually understanding why I have them.  I don't think it's to the point where I need professional help but I need to understand myself better and stop beating myself up other the mistakes I've made.  

I had a nice cry this morning and got myself together after a few hours.  I still feel a bit off right now and I'm not sure how to let go of all this nervous energy.  Knowing myself It'll take a few days before I'll feel normal again.  I'm disappointed in myself because things didn't have to turn out the way that they did, my emotions overrode my intelligence and I made a terrible decision and I'm paying the price for the decision.  

I'm not sure what's going to happen in the future because there's a bit of uncertainty regarding things and I am feeling like things have already changed.  In the meantime, I'll be taking some positive steps to ensure what happened deemt happen again.  I am afraid however that I'll screw things up and things will ultimately be worse.  I know that's my fear talking but I can't help but thinking about the worst case scenario that I'll make another mistake and things will collapse.  I'm trying to be more positive despite my negative thinking but I do feel better that I'm writing about this.  

Only time will tell if I'm capable of doing this.  I have a bit of doubt about it but I have to stay positive and hope for the best without thinking about the negative outcome that's not even a possibility that it'll happen.  I have a worried mind and sometimes I wonder if my own thoughts are holding me back from being the person I ultimately want to be.  
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Frustration

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So Equestria Daily posted a saucy post featuring Princess Luna and I was so angry that I vented my frustrations at a place that I shouldn't have and I got into an argument which I regret.  

I have to understand that my opinions and views that I have can backfire which it did tonight.  I know there's alot of people out there who dislike saucy art but there are many who enjoy it and that's fine it's there choice.  

I can't strongly speak my mind anymore  as I'll be doing so too my own demise.
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